News!

We are now 3 Mommas!
Raychel from Oklahoma will be joining us on this blog. We are now a trio! This is very exciting, we can't wait for you to get to know Raychel. She's a mommy of two- one precious baby in Heaven and one precious little guy here on Earth. You may remember her from her previous guest blog posts here on CMCM.

Stay tuned, Raychel will be posting very soon :)

He's ONE!

I can't begin to explain the relief, emotion and all the other things that come along with this day.

I'm thinking back over every nap and every bedtime where I anxiously laid him down while saying a prayer to God asking for him to be there when I came back. My heart still aches for our precious Lila Grace, but having Jude here eased so much of that pain and taught us so many lessons about what this life is really for. I am so thankful and you know what, I honestly don't feel "broken" anymore. My loss no longer controls my life. I feel blessed to have held that baby girl in my arms, even if that time was only 86 days long.. I'm still a mother of three precious kids regardless of their location, and I feel stronger than ever.

Thank you, God!

Our Jude is ONE!